I can't sleep

[Psyco Diver 69]

its like 3:30am now, been trying to get to sleep for a while now but I don't feel tired. I hate these types of nights. I got girls on my mind and its driving me nuts. I was having a real dry spell there and now I'm meeting a bunch of cute girls that have great personalitys. Gotta figure out what I want to do?

One thing thats driving me nuts is the one girl I like (she likes me by the way, she told me) she has a boyfriend and doesn't want to leave him for me, the guy is a real jerkoff, he likes yelling at her and crap like that. Shes pretty nice and is incredibly smart, plus very pretty. He's a pot head, he treats her like crap and best of all he doesn't want her to go to college. If he was a good guy I would leave it alone cause I don't like breaking people up but I told her even if we don't get together you need to dump that guy for your own good. She even told me she doesn't love him anymore, damn girls are wierd. Well anyways tonight me her and 2 of our friends (the 2 friends are going out) went out to dinner and the mall. Well we ran into her boyfriends mom and sister and they called her boyfriend and said she was cheating so he came up and got her, I never got a chance to get in the middle of this cause I would have kicked his ass, I hate guys like him, its going to be my biggest problem being a cop, dealing with guys that hit and treat women like crap. I won't know till tomorrow what happened, I'm hoping they broke up, but I don't know it bothers me.

My friends accuse me of being to nice of a guy, I'm always helping people and putting their problems before mine. They tell me to be more selfish, I tried being like that but I don't know how to. In the last 5 years the only thing I've done for myself was save up and buy my 442 myself and buy my ram air hood, and I caught alot of flak for paying $550 for that hood. Those are the only things I've done for myself without worry about other people. I felt really bad cause I thought I was being to selfish about buying the hood. I don't know, I'm just rambling on now. I hate it when I can't go to sleep and my mind is buzzing

[357windsor]

Couldn't sleep either. Got home late and have a little one that's teething.

[nitrous_bob]

ez one

vicadin + 1/2 bottle of nyquil = nighty nite...c u next week