On pins and needles...

[Crazzy_Al]

So my wife calls me at work today and tells me that she had some "lady issues" last night (I'll spare you guys the details) and that she's going to the doctor to make sure everything is ok with the pregnancy.

She goes to the doctor, and calls to tell me that the doctor wants her to go have an ultra sound done.

I call her a couple hours later (thinking the ultrasound was done) and ask how it went. She tells me that she's leaving for it now. I asked her to tell me exactly what the doctor said and why he wanted her to have an ultrasound. She said that the doctor told her that he couldn't hear our unborn baby's heartbeat. Krissy is roughly 9-10 weeks along right now.

I'm sick to my stomach right now. :cry:

[99TransAmWs6]

ah fuck. Youve got to be kidding! Best of lucky buddy, prayers out to the family. Call me if you need anything. :(

[Lisa]

:( What Cory said...best of luck and prayers to you both and if you need anything you call.

[Crazzy_Al]

No, I'm not kidding. I would never joke about this. I'm sitting here at my desk at work wondering what to do with myself right now. I can't decide whether I should take a deep breath and hope that it's just a false alarm of sorts, or if I should set myself up for some disappointing news and get ready to fucking break some shit!

[99TransAmWs6]

No, I'm not kidding. I would never joke about this. I'm sitting here at my desk at work wondering what to do with myself right now. I can't decide whether I should take a deep breath and hope that it's just a false alarm of sorts, or if I should set myself up for some disappointing news and get ready to fucking break some shit!
Wish i could tell you bro. I mean, try not to think the worst. I know myself, even though i say it, i would be feeling the same way you are. I hate things like that, that are unanswered. Keep us updated man. Like i said, you got my #

[The Man]

what the fuck are you still doing at work? get your ass to the doctors office and be with her.

[357windsor]

Hope all goes well. :(

[88 gt]

sorry to hear that man.i pray that everythings ok.:(

[Crazzy_Al]

Thanks for the well-wishes, everyone.



what the fuck are you still doing at work? get your ass to the doctors office and be with her.
I can leave in 20 minutes. We're short-handed here at work and my wife is fortunate enough to have her mom with her at the hospital. She drove my wife there...just in case we get bad news and my wife is in no shape to drive. Waiting like this fucking blows!!!

[GTrackd]

sorry to hear Al, i hope all turns out well... :(

[BigWheelinBubba]

Damn I hope everythings ok :(

[jsxtreme]

Damn Al, I hope everything works out for the best for ya. Were keeping ya in our prayers dude!

[Crazzy_Al]

I just got home from St. John's hospital in Detroit.

They could not find a heartbeat, even with some kind of internal ultrasound. We lost the baby.

My heart is ripped into pieces right now and I have no idea how we're going to tell our 4-year old daughter that the little baby that was inside of mommy, died.

I hate life right now.

[lab1702]

I'm so sorry to hear it went that way, Al.

[BigWheelinBubba]

:(

[jsxtreme]

Words cant express how bad I feel for ya right now dude.

[BigWheelinBubba]

Words cant express how bad I feel for ya right now dude.x 2 thats why i just used ( :( )

[Crazzy_Al]

Thanks to all of you who have shown your concern and care. I cannot even attempt to express how I feel right now.

I am currently down 2 handfuls of Doritos, about 15 "DOTS" candies, 23 (of 28) Totinos pizza rolls (make that 24, I only have 4 left) and I am drinking myself into a coma in an attempt to cope with this.

[Crazzy_Al]

...I am currently down 2 handfuls of Doritos, about 15 "DOTS" candies, 23 (of 28) Totinos pizza rolls (make that 24, I only have 4 left) and I am drinking myself into a coma in an attempt to cope with this.
Nevermind. I just killed all 28 pizza rolls.

[69harleysport]

damn Al. I'm sorry to hear that. My heart and prayers go out to you and your family.

[357windsor]

I'm so sorry Al, if you need anything you have my number. :(

[Krazybones]

I just got home from St. John's hospital in Detroit.

They could not find a heartbeat, even with some kind of internal ultrasound. We lost the baby.

My heart is ripped into pieces right now and I have no idea how we're going to tell our 4-year old daughter that the little baby that was inside of mommy, died.

I hate life right now.Al, I am very sorry to hear. If it helps my wife and I went threw this twice (worst thing for us). I know what you are going threw! I know how your wife feels...... It makes me sick to think back, but things will be ok! Once again I am sorry!!! I am a firm believer that thing happen for a reason.... what if something was seriously wrong (deformaty, health issues, etc...) You might want to take the view that it may be a blessing in disquise? Be there for her.....OK Once again I am sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:confused:

[Crazzy_Al]

Thank you again, everyone.

I am almost to the point where I am numb enough to be able to go to bed and actually fall asleep. Almost. Maybe another strong drink or two. I am killing some serious liquor tonight in hopes of being able to catch some ZZZ's.

**It took me quite a while to type this post correctly. I want you all to know that**

[Crazzy_Al]

Al, I am very sorry to hear. If it helps my wife and I went threw this twice (worst thing for us). I know what you are going threw! I know how your wife feels...... It makes me sick to think back, but things will be ok! Once again I am sorry!!! I am a firm believer that thing happen for a reason.... what if something was seriously wrong (deformaty, health issues, etc...) You might want to take the view that it may be a blessing in disquise? Be there for her.....OK Once again I am sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:confused:
WOW! That sucks! I am sorry! But you're fortunate enough to now have 2 beautiful children!






Good news and bad news:

Bad news:
I just fell down the last few 5-6 stairs of my house on my way downstairs to make another drink.

Good news:
1.) Those stairs are carpeted and I don't think I hurt myself. I'll find out tomorrow.
2.) I made a new drink and it's delicious so far. 1/2 glass of vodka + 1/2 glass of Orange Juice and Cranberry Juice = WIN!
3.) I am going to destroy the rest of this 8.5 oz box of DOTS tonight! Sugar and carbs be DAMNED!

Maybe I will wake up tomorrow and realize that this was all one bad nightmare...

[Crazzy_Al]

8.5 oz box of DOTS...destroyed! They didn't have a chance!


**I think I am going to be sick!**

[Crazzy_Al]

Fingers, arms, and legs are numb and rubber-like. Monitor is hard to see and keys on the keyboard are hard to find. Head is hard to keep up. Time to go to sleep...

[blue83z]

Im so sorry for you and your family Al.I dont even know what to say for things like this.

[Crazzy_Al]

**Still up...kacnt sleep**

[quick86]

damn dude, I'm sooooooooooooo sorry to hear that!

[Xx96GTxX]

omd Al that's awful. I will definently pray for your family and I hope all turns out well..

[Crazzy_Al]

Thanks again, everyone. :(

[bigslim]

Just read this Al. So sorry to hear this. My prayers to you and your family.

[Casper302]

I just read this. Al keep your head strong buddy. I wish your family nothing but the best. My mom had suffered the same thing when I was 6.

[Swifster]

Al, sorry to here this. My best wishes to you and your wife :(

[The Man]

what you and your wife are going through is just crap... everytime I hear of this happening to someone that I know, it just makes me mad and sad. there are people that dont want kids and have a dozen of them that they cant support, then there are people looking to start a family, and crap like this happens.

:( so sorry dude.

[xclusive]

havent been on in a while...just read....sorry to hear about the bad news al......hope all is well with the family....things will get better

[speedy]

Al, I am very sorry to hear. If it helps my wife and I went threw this twice (worst thing for us). I know what you are going threw!

X2 but we did have a daughter before it happened. It takes alot out of the women, physically and emotinally


Sorry to hear this Al. Take care of your wife and tell you daughter that God needed the baby to be one of his angels:dunno:

[sheriffryne]

i too just read this... I don't know you personally, but I never like to hear this kind of news about anyone. Hang tough man, and take care of your wife, she needs you

[88 gt]

sorry to hear that:(

[Joe]

Al - I just saw this thread. I am very sorry to hear the news. My thoughts go out to you both right now.

[StangRacer]

Al - I just saw this thread. I am very sorry to hear the news. My thoughts go out to you both right now.Same here, just saw the thread. I am sorry this has happened to you and your wife, you will be in my thoughts and prayers.

[Boomer!]

Al , good freind of mine and his wife are going through the same thing. This is sad new, you guys are in our prayers.

[Swifster]

Al, please look at the bright side of this. It did not compromise the health of your wife. It's never easy to lose a child, but try to count it as a blessing that your wife will still be there. As I said, best wishes to both of you.

[Crazzy_Al]

Thanks again, everyone. This has been very difficult to deal with. The hardest part of this all is image I have in my head of my 4 year old daughter looking at mommy's stomach with a sad face, she raises her hand to waive goodbye, and then says with a sad face, "bye baby," after we told her that the unborn baby is an angel now and is going to be with Jesus.

Hearing her ask how and why the baby died, and then having to explain the reason to her, was heart-wrenching.

:cry: :(

[StangRacer]

Thanks again, everyone. This has been very difficult to deal with. The hardest part of this all is image I have in my head of my 4 year old daughter looking at mommy's stomach with a sad face, she raises her hand to waive goodbye, and then says with a sad face, "bye baby," after we told her that the unborn baby is an angel now and is going to be with Jesus.

Hearing her ask how and why the baby died, and then having to explain the reason to her, was heart-wrenching.

:cry: :(I can only imagine how hard it was for you and your wife to sit your daughter down and try to explain that to her.

[GTrackd]

Sorry man, I have friends and family who have went through the same thing... I cannot imagine how bad it must feel... I'm sorry for your families loss.. I hope you guys try again, with the best of results. Try to stay strong....

[OnyxSSS]

Hang tough man, and take care of your wife, she needs you
:(

[pferd]

Sorry to hear, Al. My prayers for you and your wife. I know this will be a hard time to get through (from personal experience), but things will get better, just need to give it time.

[Crazzy_Al]

Thank you, everyone!

[Joe5.0]

Al I know it isnt really personal over the web, but I'm really sorry for your loss. I dont know what else to say man, I cant even imagine what you're going through. I'm sorry man and just remember that you have people that care about you and your family.

[BISHOP7]

Sorry to hear AL, I can't even think of what to say....

[blk00rt]

Al, I am sorry to hear this. Though I dont know you personally I still cant imagine what you are going through.

[Crazzy_Al]

Sorry to hear AL, I can't even think of what to say....
And the night before at the pool hall, I was telling you how my life was looking up and getting better. Maybe I should have just kept my mouth shut.

[BigWheelinBubba]

And the night before at the pool hall, I was telling you how my life was looking up and getting better. Maybe I should have just kept my mouth shut.Don't blame yourself i'm sure that had nothing to do with it. :rolleyes:

[Crazzy_Al]

Don't blame yourself i'm sure that had nothing to do with it. :rolleyes:
I know it didn't, but still. :(

[fst89302]

Hey Al. Sorry to hear about the loss of the child. My Aunt and Uncle have went through it 3 times.. I seen how they re-acted to it and can't even imagine how it is with you and your family.


Best wishes to you, your wife, and daughter!

[Crazzy_Al]

3 times?!?!?!?! Dear God! That would be tough as hell to deal with!

[platinum]

Al I just read this post and I am deeply sorry for your loss, as we too suffered a miscarriage a few years ago, there are no words to make you feel better only time will heal..I pray for you and your family...

[Cobra Jay]

Al,

Damn Bro, I'm at a loss for words right now. ?????? :(

EDIT: I don't know what I can say that's going to make a differance but, I'm so sorry for the loss and the bitter hell you and your family must be dealing with right now. God bless you all.

[Stalker]

I'm sorry for your loss Al. I'll pray for your entire family. Having gone through what I just did with my nephew, I can only imagine what it's like to not have the situation turn out ok.

[Crazzy_Al]

Thanks again, everyone!!!